Tonight I am caught between two universes- I am in a vortex. A Vortex of my own attitude.
Universe one: I am sad. I am angry. The ultimate shit show of violence and hatred this week has left me in tailspin.
But tailspins make me dizzy. I can’t tell up from down, left from right, right from wrong. I walk out from a tailspin angry, hair askew, throwing punches, shouting ‘what the F*#CK.
Me. Post tailspin with a schrunchie. Sidenote….name the movie 🙂
I spent today with some amazing people strategizing about our nonprofit; for 2019 and beyond. We spent the day planning, dreaming, talking….it was amazing.
Our consultant opened the day up with a quote from Albert Einstein about miracles.
“There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is.”
And how great your life is if you think….if you live……that everything is a miracle…..
And it is really true, if you think about it life is a miracle.
That Earth supports life? Miracle
That our eyes see and comprehend the beauty of the sky? Miracle
That we love, think, feel…..these are all amazing parts of who we are.
And if we live our life moving among miracles, our life will be……miraculous.
So I went home and Googled Einstein’s quote about miracles and found sites stating that Einstein never quoted miracles.
Well what the hell.
What has the world come to if I can’t believe Albert?
And I felt like this.
And here is the thing.
Haters gonna hate, hate, hate. Albert talks about Miracles? Someone has to cut that down.
Don’t cut down your miracle. Don’t buy into the tailspin. Of who you are, what you believe. Trust the good. Be the good; in your words, your deeds, your relationships. Good. Miraculous. Love. That’s always better.
And you know what? I say this to remind myself. I love nothing more than flying off the handle. But that doesn’t do my miracles any good. And God. I love the miracles. I love the miracles more than the hate.
Be the miracle.