I am posting from Santa Fe….
I left hubby in Loveland to hold the house down and water the garden….
I am using this time as a soul-searching, time-to-contemplate couple of days.
Today I walked out to the pool, sat in the sun and read a book.
I also watched the clouds and would look for faces and images in the sky; some I liked and some I didn’t, some seemed menacing and some comforting but they all changed as the wind blew in….
all the images changed.
I miss her and keep searching for her in simplest of places…a flower, a butterfly, an image in a cloud, a smell.
The finality of what we have lost is starting to settle in.