I know enough about football to make myself sound really dumb sometimes. …..
So please forgive me if you football fans read this and think, “she knows nothing about football and should not be posting about football.”
Because you’re right.
Lately with so much shit going on in the world, I find myself going internal to protect my own energy.
What a word.
In going with the protect theme, yesterday I looked up videos around the Under Armour campaign….We Must Protect This House……and yes.
I must protect this house. But I say that and it sounds tribal, defensive, you against me…..
You against me does not feed my well being. I don’t want to protect my house from you. I would like to open my house and feed you yum-yums and wine.
But like any good football game, there is a time and strategy for everything
OFFENSE: To Score!
What makes me happy. What brings me joy. What makes me smile. I will go in search of this like a wild bunny on an Easter Egg Hunt. When I find it, I will record it, catch that ball and do a little dance at the goal line, shake my booty and remember that time when I found it, I caught it and shook it up.
Yes, I did use the word Goal Line. Yes, I did have to google it to make sure the terminology was correct.
DEFENSE: Oh…..get my big players out there to stop whatever it is that needs to be stopped. What is in my way from joy, success, happiness… heck not even that, what is in may way of just getting a good nights sleep…..find that out, keep it from scoring and in that case…yes, even protect this house.
PUNT: I am a HUGE fan of the punt right now……don’t know what to do with it, belongs to someone else, not mine, punt.
Okay……I really do know in football that the punt is super important and everyone wants the ball but this is my blog. And when big people are running towards you…. you all punt.
One thing that has resonated through 2020 and 2021 is that I need to up my game. What if I blocked this negativity like a linebacker? What if I punted what was not mine. What if I danced at my touchdowns.
What if I put as much energy into my mental me as my physical me? What if they were both on the same team?
I’ve received some lovely notes from dear friends who feel the heavy. And goodness, after today….it is so fucking heavy.
Fight for that ball- dance when you get it. Protect your house. And Punt.
I’ll be on the sides, with a beer and a hot dog cheering for you.